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Chasing the Dragon

Jackie Pullinger

"Get on a boat and go as far as God leads you."

12 Stages ยท Pray ยท Reflect ยท Act
A study companion for deep personal application

How to use this guide: Work through one section per day or per week. Read the summary, meditate on the scriptures, then work through the Pray / Reflect / Act prompts. Use the blank lines to journal your responses. For group study, discuss the Reflect questions together.
1

Called & Rejected

In 1966, 22-year-old Jackie Pullinger โ€” a Royal College of Music graduate โ€” sensed God's unmistakable call to missions. She applied to every mission organization she could find. Every one rejected her. Too young. Not enough training. No theological degree. But God's call doesn't require a committee's approval.
Jeremiah 1:7โ€“8"Do not say, 'I am too young.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you."
1 Corinthians 1:27"But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong."
๐Ÿ™ Pray

"Lord, I confess I have buried Your calling because no institution endorsed it. I renounce the lie that says I need human approval to obey You. You are enough. Your call is enough (Jeremiah 1:7)."

๐Ÿชž Reflect

"What calling have you quietly buried because no one officially endorsed it? Where have you confused 'open doors' with God's will โ€” and used closed doors as an excuse to stop?"

โšก Act

"Write down the one calling you've been waiting for permission to pursue. Pray over it daily for 7 days. Take one concrete step toward it this week โ€” no committee needed (Isaiah 6:8)."

2

Audacious Obedience

A Spirit-filled vicar gave Jackie radical advice: "Get on a boat. Go out to sea. Pray every day. Get off wherever God tells you." No strategic plan. No feasibility study. Jackie called it faith and bought the ticket.
Hebrews 11:8"By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going."
Proverbs 3:5โ€“6"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding."
๐Ÿ™ Pray

"Father, I confess I have demanded clarity before obedience. I renounce the idol of certainty that keeps me from trusting You. Give me Abraham's faith โ€” to go without knowing (Hebrews 11:8)."

๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ Reflect

"Where in your life are you waiting for a detailed roadmap instead of simply obeying the next step? Have you confused strategic planning with faith?"

โšก Act

"Identify one step of obedience you've been delaying for 'more clarity.' Take it this week. Write Proverbs 3:5-6 on a card and read it every morning."

3

One-Way Ticket

With almost nothing in her pocket, Jackie bought a ONE-WAY boat ticket. No mission board. No salary. No plan. No backup. She sailed east, praying every day. When the boat docked in Hong Kong, God said "Get off here." She was 22. No contacts. No housing. Just obedience.
Luke 9:62"No one who puts a hand to the plow and looks back is fit for service in the kingdom of God."
Matthew 6:33"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."
๐Ÿ™ Pray

"Jesus, I confess I have kept a 'return ticket' in my back pocket โ€” a backup plan in case following You gets too hard. I renounce half-hearted obedience. I'm going all in (Luke 9:62)."

๐Ÿชž Reflect

"What's your backup plan? What safety net are you clinging to that's keeping you from total surrender? If God said 'get off here,' would you obey โ€” or negotiate?"

โšก Act

"Name your 'return ticket' โ€” the thing you're holding onto in case God doesn't come through. Write it down. Surrender it in prayer. Take one 'no return' step this week."

4

Kowloon Walled City

God led Jackie to Kowloon Walled City โ€” a 6.4-acre enclave abandoned by both governments. No law, no police, no hope. Ruled by Triad gangsters, saturated with opium, heroin, prostitution, and murder. 33,000 people in darkess. The Chinese called it "Hak Nam" โ€” City of Darkness. Jackie walked in at age 22.
Isaiah 9:2"The people walking in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of deep darkness a light has dawned."
John 1:5"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it."
๐Ÿ™ Pray

"Lord, I confess I avoid the dark places because I fear them. I renounce the lie that says light should stay where it's comfortable. Send me into the darkness โ€” Your light in me is greater (1 John 4:4)."

๐Ÿชž Reflect

"What 'dark place' have you been avoiding โ€” a difficult person, a broken community, a messy situation? Have you been staying in safe, well-lit Christianity?"

โšก Act

"Identify one 'dark place' in your community โ€” a shelter, a recovery center, a struggling neighbor. Go there this week. Bring the light (Matthew 5:14-16)."

5

Walking Into Hell

Police wouldn't enter Kowloon. Triad gangsters ruled with terror. Jackie found work as a music teacher inside the Walled City and started a youth center. No security team. No compound. No exit strategy. Most of us won't share the gospel with a coworker. Jackie walked into hell alone and started preaching Jesus.
2 Timothy 1:7"For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline."
Psalm 23:4"Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me."
๐Ÿ™ Pray

"God, I confess fear has controlled more of my decisions than faith. I renounce the spirit of timidity that keeps me silent and small. Fill me with power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7)."

๐Ÿชž Reflect

"When was the last time you did something that genuinely scared you for the gospel? Are you living so safely that your faith requires no courage at all?"

โšก Act

"Do one thing this week that scares you for Jesus โ€” start a conversation, serve someone uncomfortable, go somewhere unfamiliar. Pray Psalm 23:4 before you go."

6

The First Converts

Brutal Triad gang leaders โ€” men who had murdered, extorted, and terrorized โ€” encountered the living Christ. They wept. They repented. Prostitutes quit the trade overnight. Addicts who had tried to quit a hundred times found freedom. Darkness met Light โ€” and darkness lost.
2 Corinthians 5:17"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!"
Romans 1:16"For I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God that brings salvation to everyone who believes."
๐Ÿ™ Pray

"Lord, I confess I have underestimated the power of Your gospel. I renounce the unbelief that says 'some people are too far gone.' No one is beyond Your reach (Romans 1:16)."

๐Ÿชž Reflect

"Is there someone you've written off as 'too far gone' for Jesus? Have you limited God's power to people who look like you and sin like you?"

โšก Act

"Name one person you've given up on spiritually. Pray for them by name every day for 30 days. Ask God to give you an opportunity to show them His love."

7

Holy Spirit Power

Heroin addicts baptized in the Holy Spirit experienced complete freedom from addiction โ€” with zero withdrawal symptoms. Medical professionals called it impossible. No methadone. No rehab. Just Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Jackie said: "This isn't a program. This is the presence of God setting captives free."
Acts 1:8"But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses."
Isaiah 61:1"He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners."
๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ Pray

"Holy Spirit, I confess I have relied on programs more than Your presence. I renounce the lie that Your power was only for the early church. Fill me afresh. I need Your supernatural power (Acts 1:8)."

๐Ÿชž Reflect

"Do you believe the Holy Spirit still moves with power today โ€” or have you quietly settled for a powerless Christianity? When was the last time you asked the Spirit to do something only He could do?"

โšก Act

"Spend 15 minutes in silence asking the Holy Spirit to fill you. Pray for one 'impossible' breakthrough. Write it down with today's date (Isaiah 61:1)."

8

She Never Left

Most missionaries burn out after 5 years. Jackie Pullinger has been in Hong Kong for over 60 years. She founded St. Stephen's Society in 1981, received an MBE in 1988, and married John To โ€” a former Triad member she converted. Thousands freed. Hundreds trained as missionaries. Obedience always bears fruit.
Galatians 6:9"Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up."
Revelation 2:10"Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you life as your victor's crown."
๐Ÿ™ Pray

"Father, I confess I chase short-term impact over long-term faithfulness. I renounce the lie that says fruitfulness should be instant. Give me a 60-year faith โ€” not a 6-month commitment (Galatians 6:9)."

๐Ÿชž Reflect

"Are you building something that lasts โ€” or chasing the next spiritual high? What would your faith look like if you committed to the same calling for decades?"

โšก Act

"Identify the one calling God has asked you to be faithful in. Recommit today. Tell one person: 'I'm not quitting this.' Pray Galatians 6:9 daily."

9

Comfort Kills Calling

Jackie had nothing โ€” no salary, no housing, no safety net. She ate whatever believers shared. She slept on floors. And she changed everything. We have everything and change nothing. Every excuse โ€” "I need a mission board," "I need financial stability," "miracles don't happen anymore" โ€” Jackie's life dismantles them all.
Luke 9:23"Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me."
Matthew 16:25"For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it."
๐Ÿ™ Pray

"Lord, I confess comfort has become my idol. I renounce the lie that says I need financial security before I can obey You. Strip away every excuse I've built to avoid radical obedience (Luke 9:23)."

๐Ÿชž Reflect

"Which excuse is your primary one โ€” 'I need more training,' 'I need financial security,' 'I need a clear plan'? What would you do for God if comfort wasn't a factor?"

โšก Act

"Pick one comfort to sacrifice this week: skip entertainment for prayer, give radically, serve somewhere uncomfortable. Ask a friend: 'Am I living radical or safe faith?' โ€” mean it."

10

Your Kowloon Awaits

Where is YOUR Kowloon? Where is God calling you that terrifies you? Maybe it's your workplace. Your neighborhood. Maybe it's quitting the job killing your soul. Maybe it's confronting hidden sin. Whatever it is โ€” that thing that makes your stomach drop โ€” that's your Kowloon. God is saying: "Go."
Joshua 1:9"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
Isaiah 6:8"Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, 'Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?' And I said, 'Here am I. Send me!'"
๐Ÿ™ Pray

"Father, I confess I have been running from the hard places You've called me to. I renounce the spirit of avoidance. Show me my Kowloon. Give me the faith to walk in (Joshua 1:9)."

๐Ÿชž Reflect

"What step of obedience are you delaying because it scares you? What mission field have you been pretending God hasn't called you to? What would you do if failure wasn't possible?"

โšก Act

"Write down your Kowloon. Share it with one trusted friend. Ask them to pray and hold you accountable. Take one step toward it this week."

My "Buy the Ticket" Commitment

After studying the life of Jackie Pullinger, I commit to:

๐Ÿ“จ No More Excuses โ€” I will stop waiting for human approval to obey God's call.

๐Ÿšข All In โ€” I surrender my backup plan and go where God sends me.

๐Ÿš๏ธ Into the Darkness โ€” I will go where the need is greatest, not where it's safest.

โšก Holy Spirit Dependence โ€” I will rely on God's power, not my programs.

๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ Long-Term Faithfulness โ€” I choose decades of obedience over seasons of hype.

โš ๏ธ No More Comfort โ€” I refuse to let ease kill my calling.

๐Ÿšช My Kowloon โ€” I will face the hard place God is calling me to.

My Kowloon is: _______________________________________________

My first step this week: _______________________________________________

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๐Ÿ™ A Prayer for Radical Obedience

Father, I confess I've been waiting for perfect clarity when You've already given me a command. Forgive me for loving comfort more than I love the lost. Forgive me for requiring certainty before I obey.

Like Jackie Pullinger, give me the courage to buy the ticket, get on the boat, and trust You with the destination. Strip away my need for safety, security, and approval. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit and send me into the darkness with Your light.

I don't need to see the whole path โ€” I just need to take the next step. Show me my Kowloon. Give me the faith to walk in.

In Jesus' name, Amen.

"Get on a boat and go as far as God leads you." โ€” Jackie Pullinger